I have schizophrenia or P.T.S.D. yes it is sexual but I take medicine for it that makes me feel, act normal like everyone else. I can trigger it but I have to lay down on the ground and cover my head while I am nakit ( watching Porn helps to trigger it more often but will be the same regardless if i do or not ) and yes i even feel like I orgasm all the time when I hallucinations with my tactile. Let's just put it simply, what you feel with another as you have sex is how my hallucinations act when i trigger the tactile as long as you are a guy having sex with a female. no I can't tell the difference between the 2 it is 1 in the same to me, no difference with someone or without when it triggers. You're probably asking yourself if some female has sneak in my bedroom have sex with me without me knowing it happened. not that i know of yet but i will just think it is my hallucinations never time i trigger them, i will not know it happened because i am enjoying the hallucinations. i can't tell the difference between the 2. If I panic every time I trigger my tactile hallucinations like that I will not enjoy the hallucinations. I use to hunt for things that didn't exist. now am I worried some times? Yes, do i know it happens no. have i ever found anything proving it has never happened? No i have not. so at this point i just ignore the fact i feeling like someone have sex with me and i understand it was not a thing just a hallucinations nothing more.
And yes i know i have a small dick it's like 5.5 or 6 inches hard but it is all i have i can't change that, and 1 to 2 inches small when soft.